27 nov
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On Tuesday I was riding a motorcycle to work when I was hit by a bus. The bus was travelling quickly when it hit, causing the bike to be flung from underneath me- skidding to a halt a few metres away. Seconds afterwards I sat up, in a daze, surrounded by metal, glass and petrol.
I should have been dead, but miraculously I walked away, only suffering a slightly sprained ankle.
The mental affect though has been a little more dramatic.
I keep replaying the images of the crash over and over again.
I keep seeing the look on my dad's face when I first saw him afterwards; I keep hearing my mum's voice when I talked to her, and I keep hearing the smashing screeching sounds of metal hitting metal.
All this has led to me to realise that the idea that my life, is my life alone, is ridiculous.
My life is part-owned by everybody that loves me- my family and friends, meaning that they all have a stake in it, and they all would be affected if I threw it away on something as stupid as riding a motorbike.
For most people this won't be revelatory.
But for me this crash has been life-changing.
It's shown me that the worst can happen to me, that my shield of invincibility is breakable and that if I don't think about those around me before I act, I mightn't get to see them again.
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